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Noodles<3,
It's Lyndsey - here's your layout I hope you like it =)! If you need any changes, email me (lyndsaur@yahoo.com) & tell me, okay? Sorry I couldn't make your bg for you right now, I might this weekend though because I'm getting my computer from my dad's on Thursday I think, so I'll be able to make your new icon& all. Oh, btw - the pie was wonderful!! Love youu♥♥.
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i guess im just gonna have to lock my journal so only my friends can see it...whatever! FRIENDS ONLY ALL THE WAY!
comment here if you want me to add you and i'll think about it lol
xo chelle
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hey guys...i haven't written in a while. well im back at school. things are prety cool for me so far. i like a few guys that arn't going to be named..lol. umm. i went to warped tour. it was pretty kick ass. i hate band now...kayleigh (m only left sanity in band) quit today. tear...but i am happy for her b/c she's happy in pottery....i want to be in pottery. bleh. amber is going to a talent thing tomorrow..i wish her alot of luck. me, kay and anna are gonna go to beef 'o' bradys tonight after the game. and i am going to force amber *kicking and screaming* to a football game one night. woo. she has to see me march.
umm...i have to go now to....its game time...well not really i just gotta go home and get ready for band....ugh what gives!
xo chelle
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Hellooo!! It's Lyndsey<3 I love you Michelle<3!!
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yah...today i went over to kayleigh's house and took this picture and just hung out and stuff. im on FaceTheJury now. yay
xoxo chelle
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im over at kayleigh's house getting ready to leave for work. we hung out for most of the day and watched the butterfly effect. thats a cool movie. man i really wish i can get my comp. fixed and then get my internet back. but i dont know..i'll post whenever i can. love yah guys..buh bye
xoxo chelle
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well i haven't updated in a while. i have alot to tell. i finally got my license and im driving my mommy's tiberon. its real cool. i had like the best time. it was me, kayleigh,amber, and andrea...me and my three best friends just driving around and being goofy. we jammed out to hanson. me and all three of my best friends have never actually got together and hung out. i was like wow this is what i have always dreamed of. what i have always wanted.
and i am real stupid...i thought i liked my ex mark again. wow was i wrong. its just the stupid feeling you have after every serous relationship. and me and my old best friend jamie had an argument about it..b/c he likes her and she thought i was mad or whatever. i really miss her.. we have changed so much..we went in diffrent directions and it sucks. we were like sisters for like 5 years. she was my best friend from forth grade and to 8th grade. and the reason we stopped being best friends is b/c of mark. then we just went diffrent ways. and i would give anything for us to have a real good friendship again..even tho we are diffrent.
blah....and i think i "love" someone. but i can't say who. and i don't even know if it really is. i mean i catch myself thinking about him all the time. and i know im gonna get shit from it b/c im not even dating this person. i don't know i guess mabie i really care about this person and i would risk my own life for him and whatnot....but whatever..
and my best friend amber is fanning me...woo!
and i love her
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i have a job...i like it some days and then other days i would rather hang myself than go there. i hate old people. i have realized that i would have to choose a career that i can't be working with costomers..b/c i'll prolly kill them. and that would not be good. i might be a writter or an atrists or a musician or a fashion designer or a magazine editor...lol..or a photogrpher. but whatever
i can't wait untill school...i really miss everyone. and i cant wait till warped tour..its gonna kick ass...woo. i get to miss the first day of band camp too..yeay.
my friend t.j. has left for nc..i wish him luck at whatever hes planning on doing or whatever he may find. *good luck*
umm...i got donnie darko on dvd...its real cool. i forced my mom to watch it with me last night. and today i wanna watch the butterfly effect...yay.
i am gonna go now and drive my mommy's beautful car...heh! i love it. buh bye
xoxo chelle
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hey...im back in town...yay.. im glad b/c i was goin crazy there. i missed all my people. umm i went to the mall tonight with amber and andrea. i saw like everyone and their mom at the mall..i saw kayleigh and anna and then i saw bj,tj, mere and ashley, and then trish and gabe and liz and aaron, umm ronny, oscar, saree and amanda, hank...ok im done. lol umm then harry (andrea's b/f) shows up...grr. i don't really like him much..i dunno why.. i just don't trust him. well we went to see dodgeball...it was ok except andi and harry were like making out the whole time. ugh. and he was kinda putting his hand a little too low for my liking...that made me like want to just walk up to him and tell him to take his hands off her. but i guess im being an overprotectie friend. blah w/e. but then i got a tummy ach and i wanted to leave the movie b/c i just wanted to..so me and amber left the movie and walked around the mall. that was alot better than watching the movie. so then we saw kay and anna...then we stayed in the mall untill it closed..then me, amber,anna, and kay hung out outside the mall. then me and ani went back to my house and ordered pizza and then she saw this ad in the phone book that said somthing real funny...well she decided to call it...dunno why she just wanted to..lol. then she called her brother at home and was like *whispering* i see you, you better be afraid tonight b/c im comming for you. well i guess he freaked b/c he hung up and everything..lol it was funny. then me and andi watched degrassi and ate pizza. my parents came home from the boat and my mom was pretty drunk..lol. it was pretty funny i guess.. but then she tends to be real annoying. grr. ok well and now im here at andi's house and im spending the night. and tomorrow im going to orlando with her and her mom and brother..woo hoo..lol. well i saw my friend oscar at the mall last night and i got his beep number. well he beeped me tonight..kinda drunk and was like ok well im gonna say this to you know b/c i know if i was sober i could never tell you...well i was like ok..and then he was like i really like you alot and i was wondering if you could give me a chance..then i was like well i think that we should hang out and get to know each other a little bit before i start thinking about us being somthing..and he was like well yah thats wht i was thinking..so i was like yah well i think it would be cool to hang out together. so i don't know whats gonna happen with this one. its like i want to like try it out with him .i think. but then im scared. i don't know what the hell i want or even feel. i need to help myself first. andrea thinks im posessed by somthing..heh..she said my eyes were dark and it didn't seem like i was there. but the weird thing was that when she was saying that i felt very weird..like when i did stuff i had no control..like i couldn't look into her eyes..no matter how hard i tryed i would just look away. and i would like laugh. i dunno. im not saying im posessed or anything but it was kinda weird. but i guess i'll be back on sunday..heh. i come back for one day and then i leave again..lol..oh well its only gonna be for like a day and a half. ok well i think im gonna go to bed..woo. buh bye
xoxo chelle
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today....i went out on the boat....it kinda sucked. well when we were going out there it was ok. but then we met up with another boat with some of my friends at this beach. my grandma asked mt to get the ancor and throw it in the water...well my hand got stuck between the boat and the roap and i got a major rpoe burn....i tryed so hard not to cry but did anyways. i didn't want to get into the water b/c the salt will sting it. so i just kinda sat on the boat. well my friends katie,brittnie and kourntey came on and kept me company for a while..we then it was just me and kourtney talking...it was pretty fun just talking to her. but then i started to get sea sick. i felt horrible. well then i got my hand wet in the water and it stung so bad...so i put my hand on some ice and just kinda layed there on the boat with my eyes close. then we left *thank god* and we went to this place called cabbage key. its really cool there...i have been there before. we went to this restaraunt and then whole inside is covered with one dollar bills signed by people. jimmy buffet wrote cheeseburger in paradise in that restaruant...lol but they didn't have any hamburgers or cheese burgers today. go figure! well lunch was pretty...ok...i had a grilled cheese hehe. and i sat at a table with katie,brittnie and ryan (hehe) it was funny b/c katie found buggs in her salad and then ryan found a bug on his sandwich. then brittnie had a key lime pie and i had a mud pie.. it was pretty good. then we went home....and got soaked...we were going real fast and the water kept splashing all in the boat getting everyone wet....it looked like we went swimming.then we got home and unloaded the boat and now here i am...woo. i think grandma is going to take me up to movie gallery so i can rent a couple of movies..yay. then tomorrow im going to the mall...again. which is cool b/c i can buy more stuff from hot topic..since we don't have one in vero. wellim gonna go for now....love yah all..buh bye
xoxo chelle
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- How To / Bother People At The Mall -
*Ride mechanical ponys with coins fished out of the reflecting pond.
*Try pants on backwards at the Gap. Ask the salesperson if they make your butt look big.
*Dial 1-800 numbers from demonstration phones in Radio Shack.
*Sneeze on the sample tray at Hickory Farms and helpfully volunteer to consume its now unwanted contents.
*At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AHHHHH!"
*Ask the sales person at FYE whether inflated CD prices are in pesos or rubles.
*Teach pet store parrots curses.
*Stomp on ketchup packets at Burger King...
*....but save a few to slurp on as snacks and claim that they're "astronaut food".
*Ask mall cops for stories of World War I.
*Ask a salesman why a particular tv is labeled black and white and insist that it's a color set. When he disagrees, give him a strange look and say, "You mean you really can't see it?"
*Construct a new porch deck in the tool department of Sears.
*Wear pancake makeup and new clothes and pose as a fashion dummy in clothes stores, occasionally screaming without warning.
*Test mattresses in your pajamas.
*If you're patient, stare intently into a surveillance camera for an hour while rocking from side to side.
*Sprint up the down escalator. If someone asks you to stop say, "Fine! I wont be thanking you when I get to the Olympics!"
*Stare at static on a display tv and challenge other shoppers whether they, too, can see the "hidden picture".
*Ask an appliance person if they have any tvs that play only in Spanish.
*Make unusual piercing requests at Claire's.
*Ask a salesperson in the hardware department how well a particular saw cuts through bone.
*At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them.
*Hula dance by the demonstration air conditioner.
*Ask for rose-tinted lenses at the optometrist.
*Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray *them* with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke.
*Rummage through the jelly bean bin at the candy store, insisting that you lost a contact lens.
*Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard.
*In the changing rooms, sing, "I see London, I see France..."
*Leave on the plastic string connecting a new pair of shoes, and wander around the mall taking two-inch steps.
*Play the tuba for change.
*Ask the Hamond organ dealer if he can play "Jesus Built My Hotrod".
*Record belches on electronic sampling keyboards, and perform gastric versions of Jingle Bells for admiring onlookers.
*Ask the pharmacist at the drugstore which leading cold remedy will "give you a really wicked buzz".
*Ask the personnel at Peer 1 Imports whether they have "any giant crap made out of straw".
*"Toast" plastic gag hot dogs in front of the fake fireplace display.
*Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts.
*Ask the information desk for a stroller, and for someone to push you around in it.
*Change every tv in the electronics department to a station showing Spongebob. Sing the themesong in a robotic voice, and scream if anyone tries to switch channels on one of the sets.
*Hang out in the waterbed section of the furniture department wearing a Navy uniform. Occasionally run around in circles yelling "scratch one flattop!"
*Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leakproof".
*"Play" the demo modes of video games at the arcade. Make lots of explosion noises.
*Stand transfixed in front of a mirror bobbing your head up and down.
*Pay for all your purchases with two-dollar bills to provoke arguments over whether they're real.
*If it's Christmas, ask the mall Santa to sit on your lap.
*Answer any unattended service phones that ring in department stores and say "Pizza Hut speaking. How may I help you?"
*Try on flea collars at the pet store while occasionally pausing to scratch yourself.
*At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed.
*Show people your driver's license and demand to know "whether they've seen this man/woman."
*Buy a jawbreaker from the candy store. Return fifteen minutes later, fish it out of your mouth, and demand to know why it hasn't turned blue yet.
thats some funny shit right there..wow and no one is on at all...its kinda sad. oh well i guess thats it for roght now.....i'll be back in vero on thursday if anyone cares. well buh bye
xoxo chelle
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man i am really tired. im over at the west coast of florida visiting my grandparents. it should be fun. dude...its like 3:00 in the morning. im talking to kerri on aim and falling asleep..she's sending me this thing her boyfriend wrote. its pretty good so far....but im not going to read it all tonight. i have to go to bed sometime...humm. ok well i guess im going to go to bed....buh bye
xoxo chelle
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hey everyone. im at my mommy's work..its really boring. i had to go in with her because i had to call people about ad's in the football book for next year. i hate calling people that i don't know. i get so scared. humm..oh well. man my life has really turned upside down. but im not saying that my life is horrible or anything. everything is just really diffrent. as most of you prolly know that i got in a little bit of trouble with drinking. its was so stupid on my part...now i don't think i would even want to touch the stuff again. it really messed things up for me. it ended up not letting me hang out with some friends that i was making. it really upset me. and i know that its not worth it if your gonna lose somthing so much better. i just wish i could tell that to my step dad and make him understand how i feel but im just so scared of him..thats pretty sad too. and also i don't really know whats wrong with me. like all the time i feel really scared. like last night, i was laying in bed in the dark and i just felt really scared, almost like somthing bad was in the room with me and i just wanted to hide from it, whatever it was. or like when i was in the keys on my vacation with my parents and their friends stacy, sherry and their daughters heather and marissa. my parents went on a late night fishing boat and i didn't want to go, so they left me at the house with stacy and sherry and everyone, and usually i feel pretty confortable around them and everything. but i felt really scared to the point of tears. so i just went into my parents room and watched a movie. i really don't know whats going on. my mom called me an insomnieack (sp?lol) which i guess means i don't sleep or somthing to that extent. its gotten to the point where i have to like fall asleep in front of the tv to keep my mind of things and so i can actually get some sleep. i have even looked through my medicne cabnet just to find some kind of medicne to put me to sleep (but couldn't find any) umm..kayleigh called me this morning at like 8:30 and told me that she was in the hospital. i freaked out. she told me that she was fine now or getting better but i guess last night she got her apendix taken out. i felt so bad. but we taked for awhile and she sounds good. and for the first time EVER i thought "i hate summer" i haven't seen anyone. i just wish that i could go back in time and go back to school and see everyone again. i miss everyone. agrahhh...god damn it..i have fuckin band tonight at 6-8:30. i get to see my favorite people (not really) me and bethany arei guess not friends anymore. kayleigh isn't in band anymore, but i don't think that she would go tonight anyways. mabie i can make friends with little freshmen and have little people following me everywhere. NOT! well i don't know i guess i'll just go and see what happens. mabie things will be ok. whatever..enough of that. i don't want to sound all depressed or whatever...i just really don't know whats happening. man i miss amber. but i get to see her tomorrow..i hope. me and her were gonna hang out today and go to the boys and girls club and see everyone there. but no my mom wanted me to go with her and everything and amber didn't know if she was going or not so yah. then i remembered that me and andi were talking about hanging out today but i called tami (my aunt) and she said that she had other plans made with her friends and her boyfriend..fun! so i was just like ok whatever i'll go to my mom's work -i can update my journal there- that thats what im doing right now! oh dude...this kid oscar called me last night..he was like the last person that i would expect to call me..it was really weird. i met him a while ago at club octane when i wen with bethany, saree, hillary, and rian. and i know he's like i guess riends with bethany. well he said that he was really scared to call me or whatever and he asked me if i wanted to go to the movies and hang out or whatever. im not sure if its a trap, or whatever b/c i have heard that he is quite the player and im not into that. i don't even know if he's my type or not or anything...he basically said that he saw me at the ban awards and said i looked really good or whatever. i don't know. how did he get my number? ok whatever. umm..i really hope i can go to warped tour. i hope my mom lets me skip a day of pre band camp so i can go. i am definatally going to one of echoes of silence and photophobik's shows...i don't care what anyone sais...iv'e got the ride ad everything. now i just need the tour dates..lol. tj, you better get back to me with them asap..lol. ok well i guess im gonna go. wow i wrote alot. well i love you guys buh bye
xoxo chelle
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dude! today was the best! well i am at anna's house chillen with people...its raining really bad. everything that i wanted to happen today actually happend! echoes of silence and photophobik played. it kicked so much ass! i loved it. thanks so much you guys for playing! umm yah..i don't know how often i'll be able to post since school is out and i don't have regular access to a working computer (mine at home is a real piece) so yah...whenever i get a chance i'll post. amber sais hey and so dose everyone else around me! im really happy. ok well enuff babble...post later...love yah all! *and bethany im really sorry for what happend today*
xoxo chelle
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im over at bethany's house. she made me dinner..lol! it was really good. and now i am really full! things seem to be looking good. summer's here, i should be getting a job soon, im gonna be getting my licence soon and then hopefully a car..so i wont be stuck at home all fricken summer! umm...wow im a rebel! i skipped band class today with tj...it was really fun! we went to McDonalds and k-mart and other places...it was just really cool. i really needed to just get away for a while and have some fun. umm...wow this year has gone by so fast..so many things have changed. so much has happend! but i am glad how this year has turned out. ok well yah. i guess i am gonna go...i love you all!
xoxo chelle
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humm...let me see here..i really don't know what is happening to me right now...i keep seeing things and its freaking me out...somthing happend to me this weekend that really scared me to the poing of tears. i don't know. ummm me and t.j. broke up...he's really busy and everything and i respect that...i just really hope that we can still be friends...ok well i gotta go...buh bye..plz comment
xoxo chelle
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hey everyone. umm lets see here...the greatest thing happend yesterday to me...umm...me and tj are dating. i think that really cool. he's very nice. but im so damn shy. i always get so shy. ugh! but yah i guess that will go away after a little bit of me and him being around each other. man...like yesterday i just couldn't stop smiling..i felt like a dork but i don't care! wee. but yah its pretty awesome. i better get over my shyness soon tho or i'll like be really mad...lol b/c when im shy i never let anyone see the real me and it sux...but anyways...enuffof that...umm bethany is i guess pisse at me for god knows what..i guess she told kay that i would talk to her about how i like tj and she would get annoyed about it and shit and somthing else but the thing is when she liked travis..thats all i heard come outta her mouth was travis, travis, travis....but did i get annoyed or pissed??..no..i listened to what she had to say and gave her advice...and she said somthing like i have been ditching her and stuff...how the hell do i ditch her?? umm ok last weekend i was pretty much with her the whole weekend..me, her, tj, and mere all went to this house party and saw photophobik and then she complained about having to leave...and i was just thinking to myself god, just be happy you got to go and them. and she keeps saying that i can't live without a boyfriend i mean wtf..?? but shes the one always saying oh god i NEED a boyfriend...and i just think to myself you don't need one ...if a guy you happen to like comes alon and he likes you too then go for it..but you dont need a boyfriend to make you happy. and thats how people think these days...its really sad. so bethany...if you read this...im sorry if i did anything to you that you didn't like or whatever, but just remember that you are one of my very best friends and i'll always be there for you, just why do you have to be this way twards me..i mean you were the first one i called yesterday and told you the news b/c you are my best friend. and you were the only one out of you kay and amber who didn't sound happy for me...you sounded more pissed off. so well i would really like to hear from you whats going on. and im sorry for whatever. ok well enuff of that. ummm...i guess im gonna go and read other people's journal's and stuff...everyone good luck on your exams and i'll post later when i can. i can't wait till the party. and bethany...you are still my best friend and i don't want that to change..i love you!
xoxo chelle
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now i am in graphic arts! woo go me. we can do whatever we want..we actually we don't do anything in here anyways. umm...yah >anna< that would be great if you made me a finch icon..i really need one and all the ones i found are lame! i want it to say "The worst is over for now." if you can do that i will love you forever..and then we'll work on making it more pretty! woo umm..>jakes< your in music theory right now...hello! >amber< your...i think in stoner's class...having fun? >kayleigh< your in....i don't know. but i'll c-ya at lunch. omg its really cold in here......."brrrrr". dude man.....im gettin a job soon ...and then i can get my licence and then i can get a car. oh which reminds me..today i have to get a parking space for next year...b/c hopefully i'll be driving to school like a cool kid...i really hope...but my mommy sais that she is gonna help me get a car...she said i am gonna get a grimlin..lol yush! but yahim gonna be working at IRE way the hell out there past the mall..god! but hey its a job! and i really need money! umm...i cant wait till the party...im counting down the days...wait...how many days??..ummm..9 days? i think...yah somthing like that. ok well lets see here....since my weekend just got reopen what should i do....any suggestions? omg... bethany wants me to go on a date with john krebs (sp?) i mean he's nice or whatever but i don't even know him and i really don't think he's my type at all..ok lets just lay it flat out i don't like him and i don't want to date him! ok. 3 more days of school left...thats kinda sad and scary...but lets not get into that one again shall we?! umm...i have to go to graduation to see all my seniors. this is gonna be weird...seeing them all go. humm...yup but thats how it is i guess. okie dokie well im gonna go...buh byez love you all
xoxo chelle
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yes! it actually worked....weee. ok im in the library with amber...we are kinda going from project research to our journals like every five minutes! yah. ok lets see here...today after school im going with tj to go see him sing a couple of songs for some little kids..i guess that's whats happening..lol. but yah im meeting him after school and we are going. my family and their friends canceled the weekend long camping trip for this weekend...thank god! i have more important stuff to do this weekend rather than being stuck on an island for 3 fucking days. plus i have to go to memorial island for band on monday morning at 9 am to play "patriotic" songs. well blah! but hey i guess i have my wekend back....so i can study for exams..lol. ok well i guess i should start back on my project...love yah guys. buh byez!
xoxo chelle
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xomoomooxo87
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